21.11.12

Stop Coming Into My Head!


I've heard of this one guy who has travelled around the region, the big Europe and about to set his feet on the divine highlands of Tibet, all alone.

I wonder why is he doing all that? A hole in his heart? Or just one brave lad?

I don't know.

In these second half of the year, aside from my commitment in my study, I've been busy doing these so called side job; doesn't bring money for sure but I'm really enjoy involved in it. Like drugs or alcohol, it makes me forget these bothering things in my head; the past and the future.

The bothering past is made from these attached memories of a girl which I'm trying really hard to avoid thinking of it. Okay, none of your business.

The bothering future is made from the unknown and the uncertainty of the upcoming commitment. In a few years, I'm gonna be the head of my family. Imagine the whole new responsibilities suddenly put upon my shoulder, scary isn't it? I'm not sure whether I will survived or not. That's the thing I am always afraid of.

What about the present? Hurm, the time present is cool. I still breathing.

But, no matter how hard I attempt to kill these bothering things, it keep coming to me whenever I'm in the dark state, fuck!



Hey, why am I writing to you all these? Bull-shit-three-ring-circus-sideshow-of-FREAKS!


4 comments:

lavender harum wangi said...

Anda keseorangan? Mahukan awek? Taip AWEK dan hantarkan ke 271289 sekarang!




Hiks :3

gabanMorka said...

kakaka dah taip tapi tak ada pun lav?

lavender harum wangi said...

Hiks, kita gurau jela. Alaaa, awek kat twitter kan ramai :3

gabanMorka said...

dekat twitter, saya profesional sikit